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This is a world of my own
where I divulge my inner and sacred secrets.
Life is full of dramas, and it is up to you to decide the way you view your own world.
Anyway, here are two I just realized:
1) Finally I'm driving. FINALLY!
After putting this on hold for...er.. 6 or 7 years? LOL.. what motivates me, some of you might ask. Well I've gotta say there are a few reasons. One, I'm tired of getting teased by people around me for not driving while everyone younger than me are driving already. But this is not the biggest reason. The biggest reasons (yes more than one) that motivated me to conquer my fear were that I wanted to be able to drive my boyfriend around when he's in town and also because my dad is getting older I don't want to be a burden to him anymore.
It's two very different reasons but I've gotta say when you have the right reasons no fear can stop you. And a big part of it I have my boyfriend to thank for, cause it is him being so encouraging and supporting, and doesn't mind mocking his own driving/parking skills that made me success in driving today :)
2) Being in a LDR, and growing stronger as a couple everyday.
If you ask me 3-4 years ago whether I would get myself into a LDR, I can tell you firmly NO. Heck even if you ask me earlier this year I would still say NO.
I have deep-rooted insecurity issues and low self-confidence, which I know these will make me super paranoid about him cheating on me etc. I blame my past relationship for doing this to me LOL..
So yeah, I have been in a LDR 5 months and counting now, I know it's not a long period, but it's still an achievement for me.
I is happy :)
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LOL.. although the title can be a little misleading like that.
Anyway, the 5 months refer to my bf and I's anniversary :)
Yeah it's only been 5 months, can't believe that. And out of these 5 months we spend most of our time apart, yet I still feel closely connected to him. I guess that's because we talk every night :)
I love you baby, so amazing that we found each other. Mwah!!
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So here I am, thought of waiting it out a little while more, with one ear listening to all sorts of Disney songs, I thought I should blog!
Saw a quote that I really like today:
"When you feel alone, just look at the spaces between your fingers, and remember that in those spaces you can see my fingers locked with yours forever."
It makes me feel warmth from within, and I am reminded of our hand hold. I have to remember to take a picture of our fingers intertwined together when we are reunited again.
Speaking of hand hold, it is actually the title of a song by Wanting. I really love the song, the simple lyrics speak volume.
Okay la I leave you with her song, I think I shall get going already. It look really dark outside, and I shall drive carefully.
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