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Tuesday, February 23, 2010
9:30 PM

This Sucks

like, x1000000000..


I made a wrong move at the start, then I thought since I cannot turn back time, I might as well try to accept it and be happy whatever happens.


I'm not gonna deny, it's REALLY hard along the way, where I have to just suck everything in and put on a poker face in those situations.


I prayed that everything will just go smoothly, that if it's destined to happen I would feel happy for it.


But things just get worse, and worst.. As the situation gets darker, so is my position.. I'm stuck in between,I have been entrusted to help both sides. I can turn to no one, I can only bury my pain and sorrow deeper, so that no one notice anything..


Now..I don't even know whether it's already the point of no return..


I've been carrying the guilt and pain all these while, I thought if I help out and things end happily then I can be happy too..


But somehow, everything just don't go the way I hope it would..


It's painful..very...


From now on I will just stay neutral, and not ask any question about the whole situation anymore.


But, it might just be too late already...Who can I blame? Only myself..that's the saddest part


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Friday, February 12, 2010
7:31 PM

Belated Birthday Post

As I'm growing older, I dread birthdays even more. 1 is because I'm turning another year older, the other thing is that I am the first one among my friends to turn old first :(


As usual, this year I dreaded birthday again, and my emotions have been running wild on the month leading to my bday, that rendered me numb till I'm not in the mood to celebrate anymore.


However, as my besties all knew best than not to celebrate with me, they put in soooo much effort to make my birthday a blast for me.


I had a 3-day birthday celebrations, with 3 different cakes and in total 6 gifts. Even my colleagues celebrated with me, that's so nice of them.


This was the best birthday I could ever ask for, and I would never want to celebrate my birthday with anybody else but them.


I am reminded that I am not alone, that I can always reach out for them and they will give me a hand (or ear or shoulder lol)


Thank you all soooo much, for the best birthday ever, for the love and care, for always being there. :)


P.S: Please go to my FB to see all the pics, moi is lazy hehe


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Tuesday, February 2, 2010
12:51 AM

What's Wrong?

I remembered I wrote about how good my xmas eve and new year's eve were..


But I guess that's about it, from then onwards everything just went downhill.


Oh wait, let me rephrase that. The first week of Jan was still quite good.. Then the changes all kicked in, and everything spiral downhill from there..


So many things have changed, and I have only myself to blame for most of it.


Then I thought I could stay neutral, be the friend when needed and not cross the line, but I guess I think too highly of myself.


I am only making things worse, for me and for somebody.


I have no clue as to how and why the whole situation became so twisted..This is not how i've pictured things to be..


I really don't know anything anymore. Everytime we argue, I felt so heartbroken.


But as for tonight, based on the way we left things I thought I wouldn't be bothered. But I was wrong, I am hurting so badly on the inside over what happen.


But who am I to say or do anything? I basically hold no meaning to you at this moment, there's basically nothing I could do..


It hurts..alot


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